Redheaded Jill

I have not done a good job posting lately. I have been in something of a muddled state. School started, which is THE MOST depressing time of year in my opinion. The weather is incredibly hot and muggy. People are trying to force pumpkin season before it’s time for pumpkin season. (And soon they will force xmas well before it’s time to think about xmas.) My sister is getting married soon. Saturday is the 7 year anniversary of Grandpa passing away. (October 1 will be the 3rd anniversary of Grandma passing away.) In between those days I will have a birthday. My nephew will turn 7. My niece will turn 1. A lot happens in the transition from summer to fall.

For the last few years I thought this time of year was difficult for me because of my grandparents dying. But I think I have always struggled around this time of year. One, because I hate my birthday. Two because school starting has been depressing from the age of 12 to now. And three, because change is hard and stressful.

On a positive note, my dog doesn’t bother my chickens so I can now officially free range them several afternoons a week. They are hilarious to watch and bring me even MORE joy when I can see them in my front yard. My niece started saying, “Buh-bye” and waving which is the CUTEST thing in the world. I discovered that I actually like chai tea when it’s cold. (I am not a hot coffee/tea drinker.)

So though change is hard and I’m having hard time emoting, I love my chickens and my niece and cold comfort drinks.